I feel better, and one thing I’ve learned is to never underestimate the power of feeling better.
We humans are interesting creatures, because we’re able to deny and resist our true powers. No other creature does that. We’re able to pretend to be lost and confused, although we have inner guidance. We’re able to pretend that people who are 99.999% just like us are somehow so different we must hate them. I can only assume that this is a condition of the human mind.
Something I’ve intuitively known for a while is that life is a paradox. Basically, everything you think you know is actually the opposite, so that the more you think you know, the less you actually do, or what you think makes you weak, is actually what makes you strong. There are countless examples of the paradoxical nature of the universe.