There’s something new that’s emerging from within me, and who I thought I was continues to fall away. I feel like a traveler through life, going from place to place, finding good company, yet not truly fitting in. This is actually an advantage, now that I’m used to it. I’m able to be an allower. I allow people to be more of who they are, including myself. This affects people on a deep, unspoken level.
As I was driving home after seeing my dad, I talked to myself and remembered how I enjoyed talking to my ex-girlfriend during nighttime drives. There were some feelings of missing and loneliness, but more and more I mostly feel love and appreciation for us, which is really what’s in my heart.
From the viewpoint of self-improvement, this is exactly what I was wanting; independence, inner strength, and self-confidence. I realize that being happy is good, and it’s who I am. The happier I am, the more trust I have in life.